oh, i so need to lose weight to look good in clothes. i detest the lollypop look, totally!

many would question me for the reason of my fanatic "i-am-gonna-lose-weight-and-be-thin" obession.

to look good? yes.
look good to attract guys? hell no.

mysteriously, they dont seem to be able to accept a "no" for an answer as i always get "sure anot" for a reply.
i dont understand why can't a girl look good for herself?

its the mind set.

anyway, i'll just eat lesser and save all the money to go shopping.

oh so sexy.

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it looks like one of my new year resolution's working out, im treating my dad alot nicer now. i guess its because he's in a brighter mood these days. well, that's a good start for the yr. (:

can't say im not trying.

im gonna be a better person.

yes. i will.