grieve gripping woes.

grieve is overwhelming.
one wave after the other.
last thu, an ex school mate passed away.
a week later, friend's mum passed away.

it's all grim and gloomy these days with all these happenings. sigh. partings and goodbyes. war and conflicts. both, my greatest fears. toasting and turnings, insomnia. sometimes, it felt as though we all forgot how to smile. but we ought to live each day to the fullest dont we? cause we'll never know when death is coming.

on a lighter note, my mum FINALLY bought her Goong vcd. woohoo!! she's really addicted to it, watching it every single day, religiously. total madness. but seriously speaking, i would rather her watch goong den some cheena wa-yang soap opera. hip mother huh. haha.

btw, GOONG!! simply rocks. Lee Yul!! oohhhhh. *faints!



poor you gotto watch on tv with trillions of advers interrupting every now and than, while i can watch anytime i like. haha. evil buby. lol.

suddenly, i love mugging. haha. i think i must be out of my mind. oh well, stress drives ppl to do crazy things. really determined to achieve my goals. have a rough plan for my future and im gonna work hard towards it. :D

zi's been working real hard too. never seen her study so hard in her life. she usually cruise through exams. born smart i guess. my IQ can never match up to her's. oh well, she's my pride. hear that zimp? im proud of you and i will always be. aint you touched to have me as your sissy? haha.

it seems that the torch ive been carrying for him have grown dim. it's good isnt it?