guilt pangs.
okay. those guilt pangs are hitting me HARD.
aint feeling top-notch today, drained and tired in fact.
haven been at home, at home lately.
been coped up with work and outings.
that wretched egg prata from sim pang made me suffer a terrible stomach turmoil.
i swear that im not gg to eat anything from the stall nearest to the 7-eleven EVER AGAIN!! even though their teh tarik rocks my toes, the oil drenched soggy prata was unbearable. it gave me a HUGE tummy ran down.
well, cos of that disgusting prata, i was unable to go to work today. feeling real bad as engel's already sort of stuff with leigh and bunny on mc, i still put something like that on her.
really sorry. :(
actually, im kinda afraid that she'll think that there's something gg on between winnie & i, when there's nothing gg on at all as both of us are not working on the same day. there had been some misunderstanding but i think the fog's clearing bit by bit and everyone learning how to love each other.
mugging has been smooth since its like major revision as ive learnt those stuff before, now its just a better gasp at those topics.
taking matt's diet into my hands is giving me headache.
there goes mummy and her rants bout no one's eating what she's cooking AGAIN.
timing mother.
you always cook when im not at home la.
i seriously think that my mum's having her menopause atttack this very moment. she's venting her anger and yelling her lungs out at matthew and his toys. sigh.
to our father; dont blame anyone for matthew's ear-piercing screams these days. YOU ARE TO BE BLAMED!! NO ONE TOLD YOU TO LAY YOUR FILTHY HANDS ON HIM THAT FATEFUL DAY YOU IDIOT!! NOW SOLVE THE DAMN PROBLEM YOU SMARTY PANTS!!
last few days went well. im glad that ive been able to push it to the back of my head. those scenes, those pictures and text messages that used to affect me greatly, now take no toll on me. ive come to terms with things. accepting them for what they are. i dont bother to try to change them anymore, pointless to do so.
one day, when we all turn and look back, i hope i can proudly give myself a pat and say that ive done the right thing. (:
aint feeling top-notch today, drained and tired in fact.
haven been at home, at home lately.
been coped up with work and outings.
that wretched egg prata from sim pang made me suffer a terrible stomach turmoil.
i swear that im not gg to eat anything from the stall nearest to the 7-eleven EVER AGAIN!! even though their teh tarik rocks my toes, the oil drenched soggy prata was unbearable. it gave me a HUGE tummy ran down.
well, cos of that disgusting prata, i was unable to go to work today. feeling real bad as engel's already sort of stuff with leigh and bunny on mc, i still put something like that on her.
really sorry. :(
actually, im kinda afraid that she'll think that there's something gg on between winnie & i, when there's nothing gg on at all as both of us are not working on the same day. there had been some misunderstanding but i think the fog's clearing bit by bit and everyone learning how to love each other.
mugging has been smooth since its like major revision as ive learnt those stuff before, now its just a better gasp at those topics.
taking matt's diet into my hands is giving me headache.
there goes mummy and her rants bout no one's eating what she's cooking AGAIN.
timing mother.
you always cook when im not at home la.
i seriously think that my mum's having her menopause atttack this very moment. she's venting her anger and yelling her lungs out at matthew and his toys. sigh.
to our father; dont blame anyone for matthew's ear-piercing screams these days. YOU ARE TO BE BLAMED!! NO ONE TOLD YOU TO LAY YOUR FILTHY HANDS ON HIM THAT FATEFUL DAY YOU IDIOT!! NOW SOLVE THE DAMN PROBLEM YOU SMARTY PANTS!!
last few days went well. im glad that ive been able to push it to the back of my head. those scenes, those pictures and text messages that used to affect me greatly, now take no toll on me. ive come to terms with things. accepting them for what they are. i dont bother to try to change them anymore, pointless to do so.
one day, when we all turn and look back, i hope i can proudly give myself a pat and say that ive done the right thing. (:
posted by rubyy at
5:28 PM
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