fullstop

it's half past five in the morning.
some might say it's an ungodly hour to be up.

sleeping habits overturned.
crosses.
corners.
free kicks.
penalties.

unpredictable,
wc 06 is.

do that Italian job baby. get that damn cup.

and,

oh.

hooked on youtube.
my tv.
cable.
so wrong.
way wrong.
eating disorder.
major scale.
food addiction.
eating me up.
hate this.
arrggghh!!
work out.
stairs.
jogs.
walks.
trgs.
emo.
emo.
pills.
tablets.
money.
retail.
grades.
fmily.
aaaaahhhhhhh

okay.
much better.
vent it all out.

balloon bout to explode,
let it's air ALL out.
shaggy wobbly balloon.
red balloon.
big and fat red balloon.

lymph is what i've been called everyday.
fact isnt it?
fat.
FAT.

come on.
throw whatever you want at me.
eager to see me crumble?
dream on baby.

the right kind of wrong.