black & white summer

man.
it's such a nasty and mean hang over.
all the vomitting and giddy-ness is horrendous.

drowning chinese tea after a dozen slots of volka and mugs of beers. didnt help at all.
all the screaming and dancing made me thirst as though i've been walking in the desert for days and beer is all i can find on the table.
mates went batty and we had countless toasts.
everyone enjoyed themselves in a way or another.
i'm sure we did.
Leigh won a PSP and chatura won a N80.
freaking shit. N80!!!
i could do with a brand new N80 you know.
it's my dream phone. :(
fillal chatura's gonna give it to his mum.
such a good boy man. hahas.
and oh,
i love my t2 fisherians even more after the staff party. (:

thanks winnie for sending me home. love you babe.

nj was jealous that i gave fazial and adriano both a peck and a hug.
stupid shit.
and
winnie that silly nutcase kept "promoting and recommanding" nj to me.
"nj, this kinda guy will love you alot. do alot and give in alot for you."
blah blah blah.
i kept telling her that it's IMPOSSIBLE cause i feel that he has no depth.
aiya, i dont how to explain to her.

it's like only looking on the superficial.
doing things on the surface.
like having a girlfriend so that he could just love her and care for her. blah blah blah.

but what i need is not a guy like that.
i want someone who thinks bout his life. not in the aspect of his career.
but of his purpose in life.
to me, someone without a purpose in life, is like one who lost his or her directions.
it's stupid and silly of me to follow someone with no directions.
in short, maybe all i'm looking for is someone who have the same beliefs as me.
a christian.
someone who feels and know the true meaning of love.

surprisingly,
there's someone like that in my life right now.
but i dont wanna risk the friendship that we share.
things may backfire.
i had enough of failed relationships till they made me fear to go into one right now.

and

here's the links for last night's photos;
black & white summer

enjoy.